shit i am feeling very uncomfortable now. after like 4 days of doing nothing but surf the net and sleeping i am really losing my sanity.....this is no joke.
i dunno why i am feeling very hyperactive today. as though i have to do something to stop this weird feeling that i am getting. its so nauseating.i really feel like puking my big-breakfast out right this moment but then i see flashes of weird images in my mind: i see stefan, i see the nan hua girl, i see rape, i see death argh.... fuck i am losing it.... i am hallucinating but i cant stop this feeling. i feel like clawing at my throat. there is no one to talk to there is no way i can settle this weird gush of energy. think its the coffee i had from mac but i cannot rest my case..... help..... i cant stop fidgeting.......
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