Wednesday, February 11, 2009

half way there

this week has been terrible. i have been irritable lately, constantly resisting the urge to shout at everyone . i kinda lost it today where i almost screamed at zhi xin for needing me to put her stuff in my locker. well i apologise but i really was pissed just now. today bw1 made a really snobbish remark and at that instant i really wanted to snap her neck but i didnt cause i will have to explain to Mr yip why her neck was at a 90 degrees angle and that aint pretty.

not only am i getting pissed all the time, i am starting to have a failing memory. just today i almost forgot my spectacles when i was leaving the house and really did forget to bring my wallet out of the house. more often than not i cant recall the messages i sent to others or if i even did send a message. people get about 2 of the same message from me sometimes. i cant remember names of people i've met 3 months ago nor can i differentiate sherin from cherie.

everyone seems to be unable to comprehend what say occasionally and i really dont know if i am speaking too softly of or if i am mumbling my words.

i guess the symptoms are clear, i am clearly reaching my mid - age crisis

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